So Niggas Dont Date No Mo??? Oh Ok.

Aight so peep this: There's this local sister I been cool with for a while now, and because we were so cool, I decided to go head and ask if she wanted to go on a date sometime. Her response was "we can chill, lets just not call it a date".....(-_-)....."CHILL" tho???....anyways...my response to that was: "Why not call it a date?"...to which she responded..."its such a serious word"....(-_-).....Seriously???.....And here I thought "marriage" and "love" were serious words. I must've been mistaken. Mind you, I just said "A date". Singular. Not that this would be a regular thing. To say we just gonna substitute "chilling" for "dating", sounds an awful lot like a MAN's reasoning, cept most times we just say "talking".   Anywho.....my response was: "Fine. We can chill sometime then." And left it at that.....I mean what guy wouldn't want to chill with multiple girls??? I certainly plan to, since we just chillin,  its not that serious.

Go head. Tell me I'm wrong when Im right. Lol.

The Weeknd- Trust Issues (Remix)

Man IDEK...

I'm trying not to become a bitter person, but thats getting harder and harder to do. Tryin to find that special person nowdays is like running through ridiculous obstacle course. Im tired of it, and tired of repeating the cycle of trying to get to know a person from the beginning. And im finding it harder and harder to trust ppl too. Honestly at this point I trust no females period. They call guys dogs, but they are just as bad. They are just slicker about it. I think ima stay very lowkey this summer, and keep to myself for the most part. I need to work on things anyway. Especially my spiritual motivation. I been finding it extremely hard to go out in service lately. I also need to start commenting alot more at the meetings. All of it pretty much boils down to a lack of preparation on my part. I realize this, I just haven't the will to correct it. I dont know if its some form of depression or what. Maybe its just this world wearing me down. I've been in the truth all my life, I've watched my friends come and go, and come back. Alot of times they come back spiritually stronger. I never left, and I find myself weaker than them, or even newcomers to the truth. Its like I come to the meeting as a robot now.  I dont know, somethings gotta change in my life. I just dont know if I have have the will to change it. My folks want me to consider moving to DC after June. They already talked to my Aunt up there, and she said she wouldnt mind me staying with her. I probably need that type of change, but honestly I dont really care much for DC and my goal was to move to Raleigh. I guess I'll just have to see how fed up I am with NC life, and how much I have saved by the end of  June, before make that decision.