Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Prophecy.
Pretty soon, all the ignored texts, calls, blown off invites, and sorry excuses are gonna turn me into a jerk. THEN I'll get the girl. Going back to 93' JB. in 5...4...3...2...
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Old And Decrepid...
Lately I've really been reminded about my age. Whether its been through the pains of a regular work day. Or the pains of looking for love.
Im 32 years old working a physically demanding job. While this keeps me from gaining too much weight (like I dont have enough), I feel like im 80 yrs old when I have to do something dealing with getting on my knees. They are completely shot. With all the lifting I do i'm surprised I dont have chronic back pain. Yet. I'm still putting in applications, hoping to find less laborious work with at least health benefits. Which I currently don't have. So I cant even go to the doctor for a check up if anything were actually wrong with me. I have to keep in mind what was said by a speaker at the last District Convention, this life is only temporary. Real talk I pray every morning on the way to work that my day will go smoothly. And trust me it helps.
When it comes to the love life, seems like all im left with are sisters 10yrs younger than me. Of course they not really givin me the time of day, and I dont blame them. Who wants to deal with an old fogie like me? So then I dig and try to find sisters my age and what do I come up with? Here's a summary:... Hoe, Recently Divorced, Going Through A Divorce, 2 Kids, 3 Kids, 1 Grown Kid, Just Got Pregnant By A Worldly Guy, Bi-Polar, Dumb As Mud, Only Known Through Social Networking and Only Thing I Can Converse About Is My Ex.
Mannn that last one...dont even get me started. If its one thing I HATE, its a sister callin me to talk about or ask about, some OTHER dude. Smdh.
But lemme tell ya. At the last convention...I got 2 sisters digits. Both were around my age, single no kids. What do you think happened? Dry uninterested (on her part) text convos with one. The other has not answered my phone calls (only 2 at the 3rd strike she's out) after telling me at the convention that her phone doesnt get text messages at the moment. I just cant win for losing. On the real, my mind is completely baffled as to how so many are able to get into relationships nowadays. And so many also jump in and out. Are they settling? Should I? I dont even know where to start.
Im 32 years old working a physically demanding job. While this keeps me from gaining too much weight (like I dont have enough), I feel like im 80 yrs old when I have to do something dealing with getting on my knees. They are completely shot. With all the lifting I do i'm surprised I dont have chronic back pain. Yet. I'm still putting in applications, hoping to find less laborious work with at least health benefits. Which I currently don't have. So I cant even go to the doctor for a check up if anything were actually wrong with me. I have to keep in mind what was said by a speaker at the last District Convention, this life is only temporary. Real talk I pray every morning on the way to work that my day will go smoothly. And trust me it helps.
When it comes to the love life, seems like all im left with are sisters 10yrs younger than me. Of course they not really givin me the time of day, and I dont blame them. Who wants to deal with an old fogie like me? So then I dig and try to find sisters my age and what do I come up with? Here's a summary:... Hoe, Recently Divorced, Going Through A Divorce, 2 Kids, 3 Kids, 1 Grown Kid, Just Got Pregnant By A Worldly Guy, Bi-Polar, Dumb As Mud, Only Known Through Social Networking and Only Thing I Can Converse About Is My Ex.
Mannn that last one...dont even get me started. If its one thing I HATE, its a sister callin me to talk about or ask about, some OTHER dude. Smdh.
But lemme tell ya. At the last convention...I got 2 sisters digits. Both were around my age, single no kids. What do you think happened? Dry uninterested (on her part) text convos with one. The other has not answered my phone calls (only 2 at the 3rd strike she's out) after telling me at the convention that her phone doesnt get text messages at the moment. I just cant win for losing. On the real, my mind is completely baffled as to how so many are able to get into relationships nowadays. And so many also jump in and out. Are they settling? Should I? I dont even know where to start.
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