Its 2013...yaaayyyyyy.....pfft. Whateva. Same ole shizznit just a different year. Least thats how I feel. I did learn a few things in 2012 that I'll keep in mind for this year. First and foremost, DONT TRUST FEMALES. Lol. I sound bitter dont I? I hate being so negative all the time, at least in my thoughts. You wouldnt believe it from the outside, but on the inside im the most cynical person alive. Anywho I digress. (Excuse me I havent wrote one of these in awhile). But uhhh...yeah, females. At least on 2 occasions last year, I asked 2 different sisters that I was interested in, "so are you and So and So dating?". (So and So being "Brother Always There"). On BOTH occasions, this was VEHEMENTLY DENIED. And yet....on BOTH occasions, it was later found out that the sisters WERE actually dating there respective So and So's. One straight up told me within a week, "sorry I lied, me and So and So are dating". My thing is....WHY YOU GOT TO LIE? Both of these sisters, I considered my friend. I'm not asking if you're dating to tell other ppl, im asking for my own benefit. Im not tryin to step on "Brother Always There" toes, and im also not trying to play myself. Yet thats exactly what happens when they continue the lie, and im still going after them like they single.
So with that being said, (I guess you can call this a resolution) in 2013 I will not be askin a females relationship status, because it only leads to a LIE. Ima just leave it all to assumption, guesses, and rumors. Cuz its not like getting it straight from the horses mouth is doing any good.
Oh....and im not done. How bout all the sisters last year that went and married those worldly niggas? I hope they choked on Sundays WT. I dont even know why they go to the hall. But its not for me to judge. I'm not perfect either (Tho thats the LAMEST excuse in the book), its just that as some of my readers already know that particular subject really pisses me off.
This one sister I was getting to know (talking to, whatever) near the end of the year, was moving from 3hrs away to only an hour and a half away from me. We still talking like yeah when she get here we gonna go out and chill n whatnot. Pffft.....Around the last week of her move, I noticed a particular worldly nig kept commenting her FB page sayin stuff like "my boo is coming home", " me and _____ were up tille 3am on the phone last night cant wait till she gets here", "nobodies better than my baby" etc. So I flat out just asked her, "Are you and ____ an item?"..... (Here comes the lie) "Lol I cant believe he put that up. No _____ is just a trip"....2 Days before the move, the posts from the Nig continues on her page, and now she responding to them with hearts and what not. So I posted a status, wasnt nothing big really. But a friend of mine commented on it wondering what it was about, and I commented back "These worldly nigs actin up and these sisters be letting them". After that, a day later POOF!!! I was unfriended, and havent heard from the "Sister" since. F'em. I hope she have 3 kids by the nigga and he leave her for a butterface white girl.
Okay now im done...heh.
Anyways...starting 2013, Jan 1st exactly, I finally climbed out the dark ages and got a smartphone. I'm so glad I didnt have to get my numbers all over again and that they switched over easily, that would've sucked. So thats Goal Number 1 accomplished. Number 2 is to make this trip to Houston in Feb to finally visit my boy who moved there last year. We gonna definitely get live when that happens. Number 3 is to finally move out. I believe I've managed to save decently to start lookin for places. I just dont know if I want those places to be here in the Port, Raleigh or Charlotte. That all depends on Number 4 which is FIND A NEW JOB. Lawd knows I cant take all of the half assedness of my job for a whole nother year. I can write 2 more blogs of this length on that crap.
Those however are my goals for this year, short and simplified. And of course as always to work on my spirituality which is a never ending job with high's and lows. Thats all from me for now. I hope everyone enjoys another year of life. Peace.
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